Numb

Quite a bit has changed since my last post. looking for work, waiting for unemployment to start. I am feeling rather numb about a lot of things. i right now don't car whether i find a job or not. i would rather wait for unemployment checks to supplement the money loss. a small part of me as well still thinks i could just get ready and head to work. i am sort of discombobulated with everything. at one point i am ok, other times i am stressed and overwhelmed. we'll see what happens.

Deja Vu

went to my high school for some paperwork and the reminiscing did happen. walking across the parking lot, some things the added, my old classrooms. saw the grades that i got back, some classes i am surprised i barely passed,  others i am surprised that i got such a low grade.

Number 1

Started this for the random things that happen in my life. Whether it is home, work, family, friends, or just a random whatever.